Our day started out a little more awkward than I wanted it to, haha..
But for some reason, I knew that if we went to Pochi, things would start clicking. Something about that place just gets people to open up and mellow out. And as the gods would have it, it did. Through exchanged stories, I realized a couple things.. Things I should have known for a while. Things like, my life is fucking amazing compared to the type of shit other people have to go through.
Most importantly is that, I don’t need to be with anyone who can’t be content with their lives without me. I noticed that I usually go for women who aren’t happy unless they’re in relationships. And it just made me come to the conclusion that those types of female wouldn’t fall in love with me, but with the idea of a romance.
And that’s just not the kind of relationship I want to be in.
I need to be with someone who’s independent, will keep it moving. I have always been scared to be with someone who could get over me quickly by liking another guy, but now that I think about it.. I just want someone with an aura of happiness, someone who will be cool with whatever happens. She’ll coast, and I’ll be part of the ride should it comes to that. I don’t need a girl who feels the need to be with someone to be a happy person. I just need a girl who’s too busy living to let most things get to her.
But I suppose I have to be that person to get that person first.